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It’s really interesting how several people can craft a whole new personality for you when you’ve been kept against your will in a different place for four years and haven’t been able to weigh in and say ‘hey, that’s not me at all, way to demonize me!’
I’ve been held against my will by an actual abuser for four years, not even allowed to talk to or visit my (abusive) family, and slowly saving up money by hiding it for a one way trip to jump off the Golden Gate bridge (I at least wanna see the west coast once before I die).
Perspective is a pretty key thing. Maybe you could’ve heard me out (I understand why you wouldn’t want to, but painting me as a demonic abuser sure wasn’t necessary, just like it wasn’t necessary for me to paint you as the understanding friendly helpful person you used to be to me, because it seems this karmic revenge is all you really wanted so good for you enjoy that suffering) but it seems you’ve already invented a personality for me, you think I’m a monster who was borne of your bad memories of me, the demonization come to life of every mistake I ever made. I grew up. You clearly haven’t.
Thanks for the chance to say goodbye, you were the only person who mattered and the only person I valued enough to reach out to.